Movin' Out

Exactly a week ago, George and I moved to Denver, Colorado. It is currently 0 degrees Fahrenheit and our windows have frozen over - from the inside. I sit, typing this while staring at the Rocky Mountains. It is not lost on me how fortunate I am to be in this position - exactly where I am - physically and metaphorically. 

In August, I made the decision to leave my job at a media agency after realizing the industry wasn’t the right fit for me. It wasn’t about the repetitive work of an entry-level position - when I looked at my supervisors, I wasn’t interested in the work they were doing. In other words, it wasn’t just about moving up for me to find interest, it was about moving out. 

After many talks with my parents, family, friends, George, my therapist, and eventually, my supervisors, I put in my two weeks. It was stressful, and unfortunately, still is stressful. While I question my decision, especially considering my current joblessness, every day has been a continued effort to find what’s right for me.

I thought food didn’t have to be my career, but as the months in media went on, I found myself unhappy in my role and yearning for a life revolving around my passion - food. When my lease ended in NYC, I took the opportunity to move back home, become a line cook, and stay open to new experiences. I still don’t know where this journey will lead, but to find my calling I have to keep moving and take advantage of the opportunities that arise. I can only learn so much through online research alone.

So, yes, I am fortunate in every way.

This year has taught me a lot about life - how difficult it can be. Yet, when I think about what others in the world are going through, my struggles feel trivial. What we’ve seen this year from ourselves and our world is the importance of support and love - from those you love and who love you right back. That’s how we create the strength to get through difficult times.

I am so grateful for every experience I have had and every person I have met. 

I have started this piece many times - I have shared pieces of this year, but to neatly tie it up and unravel everything feels vulnerable. I hope, I really hope this helps at least one person in some way. Whether it lets you know you’re not alone, or brings you closer to your true self, I hope it speaks to someone. 

As I navigate this time of self-discovery, I’m excited to begin sharing more thoughts surrounding my passion - food - and seeing where it takes me where it takes us.

Thank you for being here <3

Sara